DN -yaoi- tasting my own death

OLD ART POSTING! ok maybe not that old but it was done around January @__@ And since I wasn't active on DA around that time, I completly, utterly forgot to post it here...while I did post it on my Y!gallery, and journal, and various LJ death note communities. And it was posted on DA several times by art-thiefs, so I got tired and decided to post it here, to just not allow it to be taken anymore
Nothing really special, just an absolutely impossible yaoish scene with Light and Ryuuzaki.
Because fanservice is for girls too D: And it's fun to do from time to time.

And it's all authors fault, it's all because of those awful handcuffs, and rain scene.....
I used an excuse of trying using cellshading in the time when I was doing this.....you know, experiment and stuff. I think I was braindead while drawig this. I'm always making stupidiest yaoi fanservice when I'm braindead.
I actually feel ashamed, because I love playing rather with the mind and mental things with this "pairing", instead of physically fanservish aspect ......right
Oh, whatever. I always keep apologising for posting stuff I like to draw, maybe should I stop doing that.
Stop apologising, not stop posting.


Slowing down with commissions, due to the doujinshi deadline. It's closssse. So close I'm sleeping 3/4 hours per day [I'm turning into an owl, noooo]. And it's still too much! Coffee with chocolate is your friend, zzzz.... but what when there is no chocolate?!? ><
But even if it's so...I'm so enthusiastic about drawing like I never been in years. When I'm done with dojinshi, I'm going back to commisions, and writing script for a oneshot I recently got idea for!
And maybe I will make another doujinshi too... Yes, I fail at life.